Thirty-Six Prayers
When in conflict, within the spirit and with the earth, with mortality and what is immortal, may we take action that brings peaceful resolutions to these plots of our human drama. From wherever may come deliverance provide timely rescue for the unfortunate, destitute, threatened or mistreated clothed in rags and sheltered in cardboard. Inspire the imagination of any unlucky child born from every victim of misfortune who suffers at the hands of inherited cruelty. In times of revenge, served up blind, cold and sweet, forgive the avenger who always arrives a day late and a dollar short to still the hard heart of the empty handed criminal. Consider the careless acts of fatal imprudence that allow the fateful volunteer to find and then lose the object of their faith. Make young lovers beware of the involuntary crimes of love, both those of the lover and of the beloved, so not to embrace too urgently and miss what is revealed in the embracing. Avert the gaze of any brother who would kill unrecognized his brother and let that victim see his own brother revealed. Guard all both our abductor and we the abducted, see us safely through this terrifying dance. Show the self-righteous pursuer an alternate method, and a middle path, when in hunt of the furtive outlaw from their justified punishment. Give voice to justice in the remorse of the culprit in the rage and pain of the victim and the woeful irony of the successful detective. Open the hand of every brother and sister, father or mother, who has in any manner taken vengeance upon one another. Diminish the guilt of each relative to all so they may once sit down together in quiet respect. And if caught in familial hatred allow each the compassion to simply hate each other without spoiling every meal. And if fouled in family rivalry let the preferred and the rejected sit across from each other without the object of their avarice between them. Leave an empty chair, or two, for the loved ones lost, and those slain. Fill our glass to witness this too familiar love. Give those vanquished and the victorious insight to know the difference between disaster and tragedy, and to hear the truthfulness of the messenger even when the message is a lie. When the object of power holds that there are those that are superior and others inferior, then let each know to share what joins the two. Remove the burden of greed from the ambitious person their competition and their daring enterprise,. Bring success to any revolution that puts out any tyrant and reveals all shadowed conspirators, wrong or right. Make simple our goal, make wise our bold leader and our adversary so that we then have no need to fight. Provide a ready arbitrator who may direct a fair reciprocity for these opposing parties. For those that commit to self sacrifice for an ideal, first make certain there is a need for an ideal action before any person must be so sacrificed. For those that commit to self-sacrifice for community, make certain there is a community and that a hero is required before any person or thing is sacrificed that may serve better not. When there is an urgency to sacrifice one loved let the loved hero and beloved victim, understand this and then choose not. When all is sacrificed for passion let there remain a measure of compassion for those so charged and the sacrificed. During the moment of adulterous embrace disarm the anguish of the deceived. In the horror of murderous adultery give pause to this displaced passion and and a moment to consider its terrible consequence. With discovery of the dishonor of one loved, examine first our own heart and then the guilty one. Remove the absurd obstacles for true lovers when gullible, naïve, betrayed and kept apart for the sake of the obstacle itself. When an enemy is loved remove with care the hateful obstacles that mine the path of beloved enemies. In the agony and confusion of mistaken jealousy unchain the jealous from the object of jealousy, and the accomplice from the guilty author. Within crimes of love, and with the extinction of love, for the lover, for the beloved, find the grace note in this dissolution of love. In the nightmare of madness awaken the mad and give some rest to all victims of their madness, including themselves. Restore our senses to allow the recovery of all those memories thought lost, and our vision with each one found. And if we author our story with errors and mistakes or through faulty judgement leave behind characters filled with regret provide us great dialogue. Stuart Cudlitz New York City 12/21/02 |
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